A step is the path

As the summer fades to a watery light and autumn’s hues are coming into life. Can we start something new just me and you? Through low light and trees a future unseen is a future I can believe. Through the cold these months I held onto a day in hope that flickered in you.

Song des Tages: la roux- tigerlily

That you I know you better than this I could be here when you call I'll make you top of the list And in the crush of the dark I'll be your light in the mist

And we can wait till the shadow grows long

And turn the page of a story That has long since found a home

Amanda Palmer- Another Year- A small story of almost something

I tried to fall in it again

My friends took bets and disappeared

They mime their sighing violins

I think I'll wait another year

I want my chest pressed to your chest

My nervous systems interfere

Ten or eleven months at best

I think I'll wait another year

This weather turns my tricks to rust

I am a lousy engineer

The winter makes things hard enough

I think I'll wait another year

Plus I'm only 26 years old

My grandma died in '83

That's lots of time if I don't smoke

I think I'll wait another year

I'm not as callous as you think

I barely breathe when you are near

It's not as bad when I don't drink

I think I'll wait another year

I have my new Bill Hicks CD

I have my friends and my career

I'm getting smaller by degrees

You said you'd help me disappear

But that could take forever

I think I'll wait another year

It'll be the best year ever

I think I'll wait another year

Can't we just wait together

You bring the smokes

I'll bring the beer

I think I'll wait another year

I used to dream about the life I'm living now

'Cause it makes me that much stronger Makes me work a little bit harder It makes me that much wiser So thanks for making me a fighter Made me learn a little bit faster Made my skin a little bit thicker Makes me that much smarter So thanks for making me a fighter

http://www.youtube.com/watch#!v=xB7pQpNx-F4

at last the secret is out...as it always must come in the end

via papertissue

Now, it ain't the end of the world girl You'll find your place in the world girl All you gotta do is stand up and fight fire with fire In the end no one's innocent Big or small it makes no difference Get up, stand out and hold your head up higher

the gossip/fire with fire

at the river's edge/ gustav

At the river's edge In the border zone Where the wind blows cold And all sleep has gone Bodies and memories Of stranded caravans Are buried with their dreams And struggles and ties All symbols and sense We don't need your mercy Don't need an act of grace We only want to live a good life And sometimes change the place Under the cloud of night Under the cover of trees Under the scream of fog We'll be a gathering star Under the cover of trees Under the scream of fog Sooner or later we'll walk across our boundaries